World Of Doraemon

2004-06-30T15:35:00.000+08:00

sk is //?!.//

Now Playing //The Wonders' That Thing You Do//

You doing that thing you do
Breaking my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do
And you don't mean to be cruel
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through
Well I'm trying trying to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that
You'll be mine someday
Cause we we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause I'm trying trying to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl
But I know one thing's for sure
It's your love I haven't got girl
And I just can't take it anymore

Cause we we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you you're doing that thing
Every day just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do

2004-06-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

sk is //~~~//

Now Playing //Belinda Carlisle's Summer Rain//

Whispering our goodbyes
Waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby
In the summer rain
I can hear him saying
Nothing will change
Come dancing with me baby
In the summer rain

I remember the rain on our skin
And his kisses hotter than the Sand and winds
Whispering our goodbyes
Waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby
In the summer rain

I remember laughing til we almost cried
There at station that night
I remember looking in his eyes

Oh my love, it's you that i dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain

I can hear the whistle
Military train
I was dancing with my baby
In the summer rain
I can hear him singing
Ooh love is strange
Come dance with me baby
In the summer rain

I remember the rain pouring down
And we poured our hearts out
As the train pulled out
I can see my baby
Waving from the train
It was the last time that I saw him
In the summer rain

Oh my love, it's you that i dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain

Every time I see the lightening
Every time I hear the thunder
Every time I close the window
When this happens in the summer
Oh the night is so inviting
I can feel that you are so close
I can feel you when the wind blows
Blows right through my heart

Oh my love, it's you that i dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain

Every night and every day now
Though I know you've gone away
Somewhere in my heart i'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain

2004-06-22T15:26:00.000+08:00

sk is //!!!//

Now Playing //Suede's Beautiful Ones//

High on diesel and gasoline
Psycho for drum machine
Shaking their bits to the hits
Drag acts drug acts suicides
In your dad's suits you hide
staining his name again

Cracked up stacked up 22
Psycho for sex and glue
Lost it to Bostik yeah
Shaved heads rave heads on the pill
Got too much time to kill
Get into bands and gang

Oh here they come
The beautiful ones the beautiful ones
Oh here they come
The beautiful ones the beautiful ones

Loved up doved up hung around
Stoned in a lonely town
Shaking their meat to the beat
High on diesel and gasoline
Psycho for drum machine
Shaking their bits to the hits

Oh here they come
The beautiful ones the beautiful ones
Oh here they come
The beautiful ones the beautiful ones

You don't think about it
You don't do without it
Because you're beautiful ones

And if your baby's going crazy
And if your baby's going crazy
That's how you made me
La la la la...

2004-06-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

sk is //???//

Now Playing //Elton John's Candle In The Wind//

Goodbye norma jean
Though i never knew you at all
You had the grace to hold yourself
While those around you crawled
They crawled out of the woodwork
And they whispered into your brain
They set you on the treadmill
And they made you change your name

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And i would have liked to have know you
But i was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend never did

Loneliness was tough
The toughest role you ever played
Hollywood created a superstar
And pain was the price you paid
Even when you died
Oh the press still hounded you
All the papers had to say
Was that marilyn was found in the nude

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And i would have liked to have know you
But i was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend never did

Goodbye norma jean
Though i never knew you at all
You had the grace to hold yourself
While those around you crawled

Goodbye norma jean
From the young man in the 22nd row
Who sees you as something more than sexual
More than just our marilyn monroe

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And i would have liked to have know you
But i was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend never did

2004-06-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

sk is //...//

Now Playing //Eric Clapton's Change The World//

If I can reach the stars
Pull one down for you
Shine it in my heart
So you could see the truth
That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems
But for now I find
It's only in my dreams

And I can change the world
I will be the sunlight in your universe
You would think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world

If I could be king
Even for a day
I'd take you as my queen
I'd have it no other way
And our love would rule
This kingdom we had made

Till then I'd be a fool
Wishing for the day...

That I can change the world
I would be the sunlight in your universe
You would think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world
Baby if I could change the world

I could change the world
I would be the sunlight in your universe
You would think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world
Baby if I could change the world
Baby if I could change the world

2004-06-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

sk is //-//

Now Playing //Sun Yanzi's Hey Jude//

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Hey Jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey Jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.

Na na na nananana, nannana, hey Jude...

2004-06-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

sk is //sianz//

Now Playing //Robbie Williams' Better Man//

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

2004-06-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

sk is //=)//

Now Playing //Ronan Keating's When You Say Nothing At All//

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may, I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may, they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

2004-06-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

sk is //stoned//

Now Playing //Britney Spears' Me Against The Music//

B: Britney
M: Madonna

All my people in the crowd
Grab a partner take it down!

B: It's me against the music
M: Uh uh
B: It's just me
M: And me
B: Yeah
M: C'mon
M: Hey Britney?
B: Are you ready?
M: Uh uh, are you?

B&M: No one cares
B: It's whippin' my hair, it's pullin' my waist
B&M: To hell with stares
B: The sweat is drippin' all over my face
B&M: No one's there
B: I'm the only one dancin' up in this place
B&M: Tonight I'm here
B: Feel the beat of the drum, gotta get with that bass
B: I'm up against the speaker, tryin' to take on the music
B: It's like a competition, me against the beat
B: I wanna get in a zone, I wanna get in a zone
B: If you really wanna battle, saddle up and get your rhythm
B: Tryin' to hit it, chic-a-taa
B: In a minute I'm a take a you on, I'm a take a you on
Hey, hey, hey

B&M: All my people on the floor
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people wantin´ more
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya
B&M: All my people round and round
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people in the crowd
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya
B&M: So how would you like a friendly competition
B&M: Let's take on the song
B&M: It's you and me baby, we're the music
B&M: Time to party all night long
B&M: We're almost there
B: I'm feelin' it bad and I can't explain
B&M: My soul is bare
B: My hips are movin' at a rapid pace

B&M: Baby feel it burn
B: From the tip of my toes, runnin' through my veins
B&M: And now's your turn
B: Let me see what you got, don't hesitate
B: I'm up against the speaker, tryin´ to take on the music
B: It's like a competition, me against the beat
B: I wanna get in a zone, I wanna get in a zone
B: If you really wanna battle, saddle up and get your rhythm
B: Tryin´ to hit it, chic-a-taa
B: In a minute I'm a take a you on, I'm a take a you on
Hey, hey, hey

B&M: All my people on the floor
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people wantin´ more
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya
B&M: All my people round and round
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people in the crowd
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya

B&M: Get on the floor, baby lose control
B&M: Just work your body and let it go
B&M: If you wanna party, just grab somebody
M: Hey Britney
B&M: We can dance all night long

M: Hey Britney, you say you wanna lose control
M: Come over here I got somethin´ to show ya
M: Sexy lady, I'd rather see you bare your soul
M: If you think you're so hot, better show me what you got
M: All my people in the crowd, let me see you dance
M: C'mon Britney lose control, watch you take it down

B&M: Get on the floor, baby lose control
B&M: Just work your body and let it go
B&M: If you wanna party, just grab somebody
M: Hey Britney
B&M: We can dance all night long

B&M: All my people on the floor
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people wantin´ more
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya
B&M: All my people round and round
B: Let me see you dance
M: Let me see ya
B&M: All my people in the crowd
B: Let me see you dance
M: I wanna see ya

M: All my people in the crowd, let me see you dance
M: C'mon Britney take it down, make the music dance
M: All my people round and round, party all night long
M: C'mon Britney lose control, watch you take it down

2004-05-30T10:09:00.000+08:00

sk is //sianz//

Now Playing //Ah Du's Hello//

Very sianz recently... been thinking of what I wanna do when I finish my NS. Should I start working? Should I join SPF or SAF as a regular? Should I go to a poly if I do well enough in my O levels this year? Or should I study in a private school? Have also been thinking of many ideas which I think is workable to earn money... in short, my brain is forever moving 24/7 even when I am asleep to think of new ideas/thoughts.

First, let's talk about the depression quiz that I took in the previous entry. It's pretty accurate in talking about my mood etc. I can really get sad for no reason feeling moody and upset over nothing! Haha... sometimes when I think back, I find it very silly and funny that I was feeling that way over nothing. Yet, I can get really excited, happy, feel good, etc suddenly over nothing too! Lolz... think I am really a weird person living in my own world? My mind really do get very very active at times which I can't find a reason to explain it. It makes me find it hard to sleep at night cause I will be wide awake thinking about a lot of things even though I am tired physically and really wants to sleep. I will tell myself to stop thinking but the brain just doesn't obey my order. When all these happens... it really turn me into a monster. My temper gets real terrible and I will feel damn moody. I will lose interest in everything that I previously enjoy doing and have no appetite to eat. It made me comtemplate suicide before to end all this suffering. Nobody will understand the pain I went through if they had never experience it themselves. In fact, this problem has been bugging me for the last few years on and off... hopefully it doesn't come back at all forever.

What should I do after completing my NS? If I were to start working, the jobs I can do will be very limited and will not be what I really want. I only have partial O levels right now and it is blocking my path of advancement. Like I said in previous entries, I am telling myself it's ok to fall and fail. God just wants me to see the worst side of life to keep me rooted to the ground. He doesn't want me to be big-headed and take success for granted. It's also supposed to make me work hard for everything that I want. Or am I being too naive too silly???

If I were to join SPF or SAF as a regular, I may enjoy it in the begining as it is something that I enjoy doing. But I don't want to be doing the same things 10-20 years down the road. After being in the system for the past 18 months, the organisation and structure is excellent but there are sure to be some bastards who will make your life miserable. I would say the work scope is very limited and it will not offer the chance for me to pursue my other interests and ideas.

The choice between poly and private school! Which one will be my choice at the end? Private schools may allow me to gain knowledge and earn my certificates in a shorter time. Yet, my time and effort may not be recognised when I want to start working. Whereas a poly education will more or less be very recognised! The fees are more or less the same both private or poly. For poly, I may be able to get a subsidy or bursary. At the end of the day, I think my main concern will still be fiancial. Money for school fees, expenses, family, etc. How can I finance all of them? I have already been very thrifty hence right now I am thinking of ways to earn extra bucks.

At times, after thinking about all my future plans, I get the same thought again. Should I just forget about my personal agenda of continuing my studies??? Why don't I just start working to cut down on expenses and increase the income? Wouldn't I be very selfish to continue my studies and increase the family's expenses? Shouldn't I be providing for my Mum especially? At the same time, I really don't want to be stuck at where I am forever. I really want to move up and forward! Oh Lord, please provide me guidance.

Recently, I have been thinking of doing mediation and reading religious materials to feel more peaceful. Indeed, I am starting to be more at peace with myself and others. Friends especially close ones are really important because they are just like your family! It certainly feels good to have love in any form be it from friends, family, partners, colleagues, etc...

2004-05-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

sk is //boring//

Now Playing //Enrique Iglesias's Hero//

What Type Of Depression Do You Have

What type of Depression do you have? (MANY different outcomes)
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2004-05-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

sk is //thinking//

Now Playing //FR David's Words Don't Come Easy//

What Kind Of Group Person Are You

You're an Outleg. people don't except you the way
that you are. You are not a part of a group,
but have some friends, mostly people just like
you. You are being loyal to your way of living,
and that's worth more than hanging round with
some group.

What kind of group person are you?
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2004-05-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

sk is //rotten//

Now Playing //Harlem Yu's Ming Zhong Zhu Ding//

Element Quiz

Fire. Impulsive. Unlike Air, you do jump before you
look. When you have something in mind, you
won't let go. You have a strong will, and will
do anything to get what you want. From time to
time you can forget that other people have
feelings too, but at most, you're a happy
jumping friend.

What is your element?
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2004-05-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

sk is //rotten//

Now Playing //Harlem Yu's Ming Zhong Zhu Ding//

Where Did You Come From Quiz

You came from heaven. Your goal in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...

Where did you come from?
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2004-05-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

sk is //stoning//

Now Playing //Fan Yi Cheng's I Believe//

What Kind Of Dark Person Are You???

Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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2004-05-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

sk is //walking around//

Now Playing //Utada Hikaru's First Love//

Chalet 17-20 May 2004

Yawnzzzz... couldn't continue sleeping le. What to do.. just wake up then went down to the living room to watch tv again lor. Still waiting for the gers to wake up... and I fell asleep for a while again.

After they came down, 'Mum' cooked a late late breakfast of hotdogs and instant noodles for us again. Heehee... taste even better than the previous night's one. Ended up talking rubbish etc till it started raining. Thought our plan of swimming gone le but after a while it stopped completely. I was all ready to leave for the pool le then suddenly I fainted!!! The gers still had to put on make up, doll themselves up, etc etc etc... almost fell asleep again wor.... Yawnzzzz!!!!! Luckily when we reach the pool, the gers did not take long to change lor... haha or else I would really have fallen asleep. The pool was really quiet and relaxing just like the chalet. The whole swimming pool was for us only exclusively!!! There was no other people except the five of us... and the gers went crazy again!!! They played some innovative 'sea sports' they invented and was so funny I ended up with stomach cramps again from laughing. The gers took tons & tons of photos at the pool and poor me was the photographer...

Could only swim for a while as it was getting late and we still had to get some bbq stuff plus meet the satay uncle for our satays. Quickly rush back to the chalet to marinate the food and get things ready liao... we were damn hungry after the swimming session cum competition. We got the fire started and after a while Daniel, Zhaoting, Yanlin, Huiqing, Yanyu arrived!!! Did I miss out anyone... hope nv la... heehee. My memory recently very bad. Once in a while bbq is fun wor... enjoy the thrill of cooking my own food. The food tastes damn delicious too... marinated nicely cooked nicely eaten nicely... haha.

Wah so hot & sweaty after eating then clearing up the mess lor. So nice to go for my shower... WoOhOo~!!! Smell nice nice skin smooth smooth liao... haha... went back to living room to tok rot with the others. We watch Guess x 3 till finish and this was my first time watching every part of Guess. Pretty funny show lor... ended up laughing like mad again. All of us went up to the rooms to play cards after Guess ended... initially we did not know what to play or where to start. But luckily we had our reliable chalet consultant Mrs Sng with us... she suggested a few games and somehow we got started lor. Forgotten the game's name le... but we really laugh ourselves mad playing it lor. There were so many funny forfeits we had to do.... Daniel & me keep challenging the gers to go downstairs or to the toilet alone for 5minutes as forfeits... haha. After a while got tired of the cards le then went down to watch vcd liao. We transform the living room into a horror cinema theatre... switch off all the lights and fans making it damn dark. All the curtains were closed too... the movie 'Koma' started playing soon after. We were expecting a ghostly horror show but in the end.... haha those who watch the show before should know what happened lah.

After the show ended... some of them wanted to go home although it was 6am in the morning!!! Maybe they saw something during the movie huh... haha. =p Or maybe they miss their babies too much le... Lolz. Right Mrs Sng??? =p We pack up everything... tidy up the place a bit then left le lor. The gers fell asleep in the cab but I just couldn't sleep... something was bugging me. Maybe it's becuz I did not get some sleep... sleep is really important to me lor. My temper my mood my everything gets bad when I don sleep... it's real horrible. I can really become a monster when I don't sleep... haha.

Till next time.... hope to see all my dear friends again at the next chalet!!! Or maybe we can go for a short holiday together at the end of the year huh??? Agree mah??? All must support lah... it's not everyday that we can all meet up together to gossip... Lolz.

2004-05-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

sk is //hiding around//

Now Playing //Tao Ze's Jin Tian Mei Hui Jia//

Chalet 17-20 May 2004

WoOhOo~~~ finally it's time to go chalet... waited for 2 long long months le ever since I book it in March. I am pretty lucky that I managed to get one on my first try. It's fucking cheap too... $40 for 4days 3nights. There is a big spacious kitchen plus living & dinning room on the first floor. Two zzzz rooms which is so cooling on the second floor which makes you feel like falling asleep forever the moment you lie on the bed~! Whatever you need to use... you can find it in this chalet. As the gers put it, it is very homely~!!! Haha...

Rush home after an appointment on Monday morning cuz I haben even pack my chalet stuff!!! Heehee... I am so excited to the extent where I wish I can just bring myself to the chalet without anything. In the end still rush to pack all my barang barang then took a cab down to Changi Village area where the SAF chalet is. Whew... almost miss the book-in timing. After leaving my stuff in the chalet, I wanted to go back to the admission office to rent a mahjong set but it was already closed! Humph... they are so efficient even at knocking off. Hahaha... bo bian lor just went back then lie down on the sofa watch tv & listen to music on the vcd player. Waiting impatiently for the gers to arrive... kekeke. They had some other programs so I ended up rotten while waiting. Almost fell asleep wor... simply becuz it was so relaxing so quiet so peaceful there. Guess my goal of shutting off from the world for this few days is achieved~! I really did not answer calls or reply unecessary sms from anyone. Haha... I am fuck up but I don care lor. I am really too tired mentally... just wanna recharge myself without being disturbed.

Went off to Tampines Mall to meet the gers after watching Channel U News. KFC extra cripsy chicken meal for my dinner while waiting again for the gers... Lolz. This is the seventh consecutive day that I am eating KFC... powerful huh!!! Finally finally after the KFC war... the gers(Winnie,Jamie & Weny) arrived. It was off to another war lor... we were rushing around NTUC getting the bbq stuff as if we were in some shopping competition to see who get the most stuff. Lolz... luckily got our "Mum" cum bbq specialist Weny to guide us or else we wouldn't have got all the stuff so fast.

Shall I give a short intro & profile of Weny??? Haha... she has been a housewife & good wife for the last six months. Her real name is Mrs Sng or Mdm Goh. She just graduated from her class chalet plus bbq outing to East Coast Park last week. Hence all of us agree to appoint her as our chalet bbq consultant cum head of household. Haha...

After leaving NTUC we went back to unpack the food before rushing to yet another war. THE KBOX WAR!!! Haha... the gers will always be gers... bo bian lor I have to go suffer listen to them croon until 3am le. Sobs so poor thing right... haha =p. Poor Jamie too... the sound system at Kbox Marine Parade doesn't like her at all. Whenever it's her turn to sing, the system will sure go haywire unless Jamie sits all alone at the door to sing alone. We all had a good laugh over this lor... in the end Jamie will automatically go to the door when it's her turn to sing... lolz. The whole night I was rolling on the floor laughing till my stomach cramp up. Why??? The gers keep getting the staff to re-fill the tibits until the staff got fed-up I guess cuz they just simply did not come back with the re-fills le. And Weny I think joke that next time we should bring those kacang putih cones and also a big tupperware container to Kbox. These should be placed on the table then when the re-fills come we will just pour them into our containers making sure that the staff will faint. It may not seem funny here but if you had seen the gers talking about it... you will feel how I laugh that night!!!

Back at the chalet... we were dead tired at 4am in the morning!!! But we still managed to get our 'consultant' to cook us supper. Haha... thank you 'Mum'!!! She cooked for us some hotdogs and instant noodles while we sat at the dinning table like her hungry kids. But we were not so bad lah... got help her with some preparation. She did the cooking and serving lor. Emily was supposed to arrive in her Nissan Sunny soon... so the four of us went out to the road to welcome her. There was a red Honda Civic racing alone at that time and the gers was so bored that they started cheering the driver on... the driver must be damn happy he got some supporters so early in the morning. Haha... he kept driving past to thank his supporters. After a while a Nissan Sunny arrived, we saw a kim moh ger in the car and thought it was Emily but guess who it was? A very chio sexy transsexual!!! Haha... luckily we did not do anything silly. The driver and 'her' is gonna have a wild wild time sia... haha. =p Continue waiting lor for Emily... sighz. Finally when we fell asleep... another Nissan Sunny arrived with the real Emily inside. The hair was also very kim... haha but luckily this is our Emily. Went back to the chalet then had a 'family' chat before going back to bed... Yawns time flies wor it was already 6am.

2004-05-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

sk is //lazing around//

Now Playing //Cranberries' Zombie//

Now for me to list my good points... heehee
To think I am actually cracking my head for good points... lolz i listed my bad points easily lor.

Top 10 Positive Side of SK:

1. Helpful and kind to people especially my friends.

2. Responsible and hardworking. But I am a human also la... sometimes will get lazy. At the end of the day I will still get the job completed nicely.

3. My ears are always listening to complains etc from friends. So you all know who to turn to when you wanna pour your hearts out.

4. I actually do not mind making personal sacrifices to help others but I hate it when these people just take it for granted.

5. Resourceful, humble and willing to learn. I do not pretend that I know everything.

6. I do not put on a mask when I meet people neither is there a filter on my mouth. What you see is what you get. What you hear is what I really think. Remember that this is something I consider negative in the previous list. But then... who cares??? I am just too sick and tired of people wayang-ing and bullshitting.

7. I am actually willing to change and admit my mistake if I am indeed wrong. I don't run away from it or push the blame away.

8. I am actually friendly and easy-going. Do not be fooled by my looks. I may look fierce, sulking or whatever. But I am actually warm and helpful. Just don't take me for granted.

9. I actually will help a stranger if for example he is robbed or whatsoever. I won't become blind suddenly and pretend I didn't see it.

10. Maybe we cannot consider this a good point but then I am actually planning to quit smoking le. Smoking is damaging my wallet, health, environment, people around me and so many more. It's hard to find something good about smoking except that it kills my boredom and make me feel relaxed.

Lolz... it was really a real headache thinking of the above points. I could hardly think of any to write and it took me such a long time to come up with this list.

2004-05-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

sk is //looking around//

Now Playing //Remix Heaven Is A Place On Earth//

Shall be listing ten ultra negative points of myself today...
There are lots more but I think ten shall be more than enough right... haha must protect my imgage and reputation!!! =p

Top 10 Negative Side of SK:

1. Damn impatient = Lose temper very fast = Hot tempered

2. Not time conscious at all. Hate waiting for people but I am always making people wait for me... heehee

3. Look too much like 'Chen Wei Ming'. The famous sharp long jaw... you all should know what I am trying to say.

4. Too quiet. Sometimes some issues I feel it's pointless for me bring up my views so actually that's the real reason why I keep so quiet. Other times I am too tired to even say "I am dead"!!!

5. I am too direct with my words... offend friends,colleagues,people,aliens,etc etc etc. Maybe that's why I am branded arrogant???

6. A possessive person...Must learn to let go & pull back la sk. It's like flying a kite.

7. Some say I am self-centred and think for my own selfish gains only???

8. Jokes from 'SK Entertainment Factory Pte Ltd' are too cold and causing people worldwide to fall asleep immediately. Maybe i should set up a furniture company selling beds that plays my jokes at bed time.

9. I make my room too messy le... and yet my work place table is so spanking clean. Always cleaning the work place desk everyday. Hahaha...

10. I am very rude to people who has ill intentions against me and I also rude to rude rowdy people.

Haha... if there are any more you all can think of... then just leave a tag ok?
Be honest... I won't mind.

2004-05-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

sk is //nua-ing around//

Now Playing //Sun Yan Zi's Chao Kuai Gan//

I have only spend 20 years in this world but is already feeling real bored. Nothing can really excites me nowadays... dun know why. I have my own things that I want to do and is dying to do. To me even 100 years will not be enough. Yet, right now I am feeling real sianz and asking myself how am I going to live the rest of my life if I am already bored now.

My friend chatted with me the other day and I was telling him how bored I was feeling about life. He actually told me that if I am only 20 and already feeling bored then how am I going to live the next expected 45 years??? He is right la but maybe it's because I have reach a junction in my life and it's slowing me down asking me to make choices. Once I move on from here, hopefully it will be very fulfilling, enjoyable and wonderful!!!

Life is a journey full of adventure if we choose to live it to the fullest. At the same time we also have to learn to handle and cope with up and down of in life. It can hit us hard but we must be stronger after each incident.

Do something meaningful with your life people~!!!

2004-05-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

sk is //sianz-ing around//

Now Playing //Robbie Williams' Better Man//

~~~Happy Birthday to YOU~~~
~~~Happy Birthday to YOU~~~
~~~Happy Birthday to SK~~~
~~~Happy Birthday to YOU~~~

Another birthday pass le... I am older and hopefully wiser. Nothing special on a special day again... expected.

Supposed to have a birthday off from camp today but decided to keep it for my chalet. No program today so might as well go back to work. Went for dental appointment in the morning before going back to camp in the afternoon... polish and wash the teeth le always feel so refresh although it's painful lah. Went home after work to watch tv and play computer games... my usual routine then another day pass me by just like that le.

Anyway... thanks to all my friends who although busy with exams still sms me happy birthday~!!! Thankies~~~ =) appreciate it a lot....

2004-05-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

sk is //standing around//

Now Playing //Sun Yan Zi's Wo Yao De Xin Fu//

We always talk about forgetting the past in order to move on. Let's not make the past be a burden on us... but it's really god damn hard to do so. Don't you people agree?

We try and forget but somehow along the way something will pop up to bring back the memories. I guess it's real damn painful, at least to me for some things. I want to forget what has happened the last few years after leaving secondary school... yet reality does not allow me to do that properly. I made a wrong move and did not do well in my O levels. I was totally shattered although during the exams I already knew I wasn't going to do well. My heart wasn't with me and I was getting panic attacks. Worse of all, I could not sleep well at all which resulted in bad headaches during my papers. The months spent waiting for the results wasn't good too lor... I was feeling sad and guilty. Nobody could understand how I feel and they just rub salt into my wound. This just sort of push me deeper into my turtle shell. After the results were released, I got even more sad. I could not study what I wanted to but thinking back now... going to JI would not have been so bad. At least if I had work hard, I could have bounce back and go on to Uni. But then nobody will know what could have happen along the way too...

Guess I can only blame myself for continuously getting stuck in the situation instead of moving on but probably I wasn't mature or clear minded enough at that time to think properly. Yet, at the end of everything, I must say I did not simply lose. I had also gain quite a bit from all these. I have learn to be firm on certain things but go soft on other things which will benefit me even more. How I look at things has changed too. The last few years has really change me a lot especially my perspectives on many things which is really hard to put into words. For better or for worse??? Only god will know... I have been telling myself everything happens for a reason. Something bad may happen but it could lead to good things. Similarly, something good may happen yet the result could be bad. Only time will tell...

Seriously, nowadays I try to convince myself that the bad patches I am going through is just part of the road leading to a better future. It helps a bit but the mental battle is real hard to fight. Hoping that God just wants me to see both the negative and positive sides of life. Maybe he does not want me to be complacent or over confident but wants me to be firmly rooted to the ground.

Don't think I will give up just yet. Shall continue fighting back to work for my goals. In the past what others say is impossible I have always prove them wrong... from now on I shall do that again and again till the day I breathe my last. I can feel my fighting spirit coming back le... LOLZ. sk is talking rot again...

2004-04-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

sk is //sitting around//

Now Playing //Mayday's Wen Rou//

Sighz... why can't we be happy every second of our life? Why must have up and down leh??? Why...

Is it because of how we react to different situations that will actually determine our happy, sad, angry, etc moods???

Hmmm... I think it is really down to how we react to things happening that will affect our mood. We can choose to laugh off something serious or over react to it. Hence, I am actually trying to modify my brain to react differently when things happen.

Example, just the other day the Starhub Cable Vision people were supposed to come my house to repair the receiver box but I was out attending to some urgent matters which drag on for too long. Ended up missing the Starhub appointment and had to wait another 3 days before I could have colour images again. If this had happened in the past, I would have been going mad and cursing myself. But no leh... this time round I just simply tell myself it's not a life & death situation. It's not so important to the extent where it had to be done immediately. Hence I just put it aside first and went on to do other things.

I love the way my friend, Jess, reacts when people are rude, unreasonable or hostile to him. He just simply doesn't show he is irritated or whatsoever!!! Jess will listen to what the person has to say first before replying in a measured, polite and understanding tone. I guess it just cools down the whole situation instead of making it explode. Even when Jess feels you did not do something right, he will still phrase himself very nicely. He is definitely real damn good at this. He doesn't make you feel bad or guilty. Instead, he makes you understand and willing to change. This is something everybody can learn lor...

2004-04-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

sk is //hopping around//

Now Playing //Black Eyed Peas' Shut Up//

Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up (x3)
Shut it up, just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up (x3)
Shut it up, just shut up

We try to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm crazy
For tryin to be your lady
I think I'm goin crazy

Girl, me and you were just fine you know)
We wine and dine
Did them things that couples do when in love you know
Walks on the beach and stuff you know
Things that lovers say and do
I love you boo, I love you too
I miss you a lot, I miss you even more
That's why I flew you out
When we was on tour
But then something got out of hand
You start yellin when I'm with my friends
Even though I had legitimate reasons (bull shit)
You know I have to make them evidence (bull shit)
How could you trust our private lives girl
That's why you don't believe my lies
And quit this lecture

We try to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm crazy
For tryin to be your lady
I think I'm goin crazy

Why does he know she gotta move so fast
Love is progress if you could make it last
Why is it that you just lose control
Every time you agree on takin it slow
So why does it got to be so damn tough
Cuz fools in lust could never get enough of love
Showin him the love that you be givin
Changing up your living
For a lovin transistion
Girl lip so much she tryin to get you to listen
Few mad at each other has become our tradition
You yell, I yell, everybody yells
Got neighbors across the street sayin
“Who the hell?!?”
Who the hell?
What the hell's going down?
Too much of the bickering
Kill it with the sound and

We try to take it slow
But we're still losing control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm crazy
For tryin to be your lady
I think I'm goin crazy

Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up (x3)
Shut it up, just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up (x3)
Shut it up, just shut up

Girl our love is dyin
Why can't you stop tryin
I never been a quitah
But I do deserve betta
Believe me I will do bad
Let's forget the past
And let's start this new plan
Why? Cuz it's the same old routine
And then next week I hear them scream
Girl I know you're tired of the things they say
You're damn right
Cuz I heard them lame dame excuses just yesterday
That was a different thing
No it ain't
That was a different thing
No it ain't
That was a different thing
It was the same damn thing
Same ass excuses
Boy you're useless
Whhoooaaaa

Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up (x3)
Shut it up, just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up (x3)
Shut it up, just shut up

Stop the talking baby
Or I start walking baby
Is that all there is...

2004-04-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

sk is //rolling around//

Now Playing //Britney Spears' Toxic//

Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’

There’s no escape
I can’t hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it

Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

It’s getting late
To give it up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me

Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise

I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

Don’t you know that you’re toxic

Taste of my lips and having fun

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

I’m intoxicated now
I think you’ll love it now
I think I’m ready now
I think I’m ready now
I’m intoxicated now
I think you’ll love it now
I think I’m ready now

2004-04-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

sk is //skipping around//

Now Playing //Jessica Simpson's I Wanna Love You Forever//

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die
I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10000 life times together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10000 life times together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever

In my life I've learned that Heaven never waits
Let's take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me...I'm gonna love

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10000 life times together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever

Forever (ooh)

2004-04-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

sk is //rolling around//

Now Playing //Five For Fighting's 100 Years//

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got a 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got a 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

2004-04-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

sk is //mourning//

Now Playing //Fan Wei Qi's Qi Chen//

My grandma passed away today... sighz. She has been suffering for the last 10 years I guess. Every time she became seriously ill, the doctor told us to be prepared for the worst. Yet my grandma defied all the odds against her every time. First she got a mild stroke some years back then went into a coma. After a few years, she couldn't open her eyes any more and got a heart attack. This time the hospital called to say my grandma's oxygen and blood level is very low and again told us to be prepared for the worst.

Went down to TTSH with my Mum and before long all my uncles, aunties, cousins, etc arrived. We decided to fetch my grandma home and by evening she was home. She was staying at my uncle's place before getting admitted to the nursing home so she was brought there to spend her last hours. My relatives went out for dinner while i stayed behind to accompany my grandma. I fed my grandma her dinner of milk and regular medicine through a feeding tube. After a while, some of my relatives came back and I decided to go home and rest as I had to report for work the next morning. Just as I was about to reach Choa Chu Kang, my mum called and told me grandma had passed away. I was stunned because she was still breathing heavily when I left but now she is gone. I took the train all the way back to my uncle's house and all my relatives had already gathered there again.

Sighz... life is so unpredictable. Why do we live in the first place? Birth, ageing, illness & death is part and parcel of life. Yes, there are many things to enjoy in life. But at the end of it all, everything will still come to an end. Nothing is forever and you can't bring anything with you when you die. So why do we work so hard just to survive in this world today?

Being ill is no joke, flu and fever is already unbearable for me. I can't imagine how people with cancer and other serious illnesses can manage to pull themselves together to survive for so long. Really admire their determination, fighting spirit, etc.

Have always been thinking where did the first man came from??? Do the things we read in history books really happened? Did Raffles really discovered Singapore? Hmmm... if only I can travel back in time!!! Can anyone enlighten me please...

2004-04-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

sk is //acting cute//

Now Playing //Liang Jing Ru's Wei Wo Hao//

"Which Kind Of Pig Are You" Test

	Friend Bear You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!
*Take the Which Care Bear Are You?* Quiz!**

I could also have been a Bedtime Bear, Birthday Bear, Cheer Bear, Friend Bear, Funshine Bear, Good Luck Bear, Love-a-lot Bear, Tenderheart Bear and Wish Bear.

2004-04-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

sk is //thinking//

Now Playing //Do As Infinity's Yesterday & Today//

This world really isn't that perfect. It has changed physically and in the way things are presented compared to thousands of years ago. Yet, at the end of the day, the outcome is still pretty much the same - Survival of the fittest!

Why do people backstab each other? It's simply because we as humans are so afraid of others attacking us first. Because the person had offended us. In ancient times, violence is often used to get rid of enemies and those who threaten our survival. Today, killing another person is punishable by law. Hence we use words to literally kill the other person. The packaging and presentation has simply changed to suit the time. Humans are the fittest in this big "jungle" today but will any thing even more powerful threaten our survival one day?

People of the past studies too. While they did not have that many schools to choose from, they would still actually find ways and means to self-study. Without proper lighting, air-con comfort, proper room or even proper books, they could still enjoy studying and doing well. After many years of studying, these students will then travel all the way to the capital to sit for the Imperial Examinations. All of them aspired to become top government officials. But of course many also end up disappointed. Those who did well enough became scholars and government officials. These successful ones were well-paid and well taken care of. They were also widely respected. Isn't this quite similar to what we have today too? Again, only the packaging and presentation is different.

Land were conquered and countries invaded by force in ancient times. The losing leaders were then killed or imprisoned. Leaders from different dynasties or countries travelled for months or even years to visit each other in order to network and get to know the ground better. Wars were fought when different countries' disagreed with each other. Within each other, a new leader may emerge when its own people start fighting among themselves. War would also start when one country wants to make use of another country's resources. I am sure everyone can link all these to recent history but it had actually been happening a long long time ago.

The ones in power and control of a country will also try and silence their opponents. In the past, these rebels were beheaded or locked up for life but today a little bit of mercy is shown. They are now usually only imprisoned for some time and sent to wash their brains thoroughly. They will only be released when there are signs that their brains are finally tuned to the same frequency of the leaders. Try linking these from the past to the present.

Man had created many innovative and useful inventions to benefit mankind in their daily life. Yet, it has also bring about side effects. The environment is being polluted by CFC, cigarette and vehicle smoke, etc. Humans are also getting cancer and diseases because of products they had created themselves to make life easier.

All these goes round in a vicious cycle and when we finally realise it, it has gone a full cycle to reach us again. Humans will then only realise they have been digging their own grave and sealing their own fate and destiny all these years.

"What goes round will come round" <--- One of my favourite phrase =)

2004-04-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

sk is //lonely//

Now Playing //Richard Marx's Now And Forever//

Whenever i'm weary
From the battles that raged in my head
You made sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way, but still you
Seem to understand
Now & forever,
I will be your man

Sometimes i just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you
Each and every way i can
Now & forever,
I will be your man

Now i can rest my worries
And always be sure
That i won't be alone, anymore
If i'd only known you were there
All the time,
All this time. . .

Until the day the ocean
Doesn't touch the sand
Now & forever
I will be your man

2004-04-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

sk is //lidat lor//

Now Playing //Aerosmith's I Don't Want To Miss A Thing//

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well I just wanna be with you
Right here with you just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
Cause I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
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Lyrics of songs are so meaningful just like the words in bibles, quran, sutras, etc. I am starting to be interested in the background, origins, beliefs, etc of the different religions. Hence I am currently finding English versions of the different religions' holy books. Maybe some time later I can read up on the rest of the books in my book list. Most of them are autobiographies of famous people while the rest are on specific topics like economics, the different wars fought in world history and so on.

Recently have been so tired that I just don't feel like talking. My replies are less than five words and I would just nod or shake my head to reply questions. My neck is hurting wor... shitty!!! Think this is the cause of my daily super duper bad headaches!!! My neck feel as if it is gonna break any time!!! I can only look downwards most of the time now cause it hurts the most when I lift my head up.

Shall blog more interesting stuff during the weekend if I have the inspiration~! Have many topics which I am thinking of blogging... so keep a look out for this space people~!!!

Time for XiaoDingDang to ore ore... zzzZZZzzzZ

2004-04-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

sk is //excited//

Now Playing //Aerosmith's I Don't Want To Miss A Thing//

IQ TEST

Congratulations, Alex!
Your IQ score is 120

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve mathematics or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
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Quite an interesting test~! You people should go try it if you are free. Makes you think for a while...

2004-04-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

sk is //nua nua//

Now Playing //Imperio's Amor Infinitus//

Brain Test

hey people.... try the above thingy... funz sia.

My score is 100.
Interpretation -
You are dominated by the left brain, which makes you the scientist. The degree in which you're dominated by the scientific brain depends on your score. The lower your score is, the more dominate this side of the brain is.
In general, however, you' re better at numbers and objective data than with spelling or creative endeavors. And instead of seeing the big picture, you see things in their component parts down to the intricate details.
Because you're great at analyzing situations and solving problems, especially in terms of data, you'd be best in a career involving mathematics, business, natural science, engineering, etc.
The abilities you possess to calculate, conceive and plan has been instrumental in humanity's survival.

2004-04-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

sk is //moody & in pain//

Now Playing //Qiu Hai Zheng's Ai Wo De Ren He Wo Ai De Ren//

Had fun last night with Weny,Emily,Winnie,Wanshi & Daniel out clubbing and eat to celebrate winnie's birdday. Was supposed to meet at 6pm but end up everybody came late!!! sianz half... i ended up going to Paragon and Heeren to walk walk first and it was a good 1.5 hours before everybody turn up at 7.30pm!!! Poor Daniel and me... still had to wait for the gers to complete their neoprint taking session before dinner although both of us were already so fucking hungry~!!!

Dinner was at pastamania @ cineleisure... haha everybody's food seems to taste like fuck but luckily mine is eatable. Dinner was Winnie's treat and well THANKS~! =) Play some games and chit chatted at pastamania before we proceeded to Dbl O... haha i was so scare i couldn't enter since i wasn't dress in my best and age was not right. Plus i was quite liong liao le... heehee thank god the door bitch was in a good mood and the gers gave me a treat. THankieS everybody~! =) The gers are really fun wor... really let their hair down & enjoyed themselves. Ladies nite got free drinks and they drank like nobody business... haha. They got some for us guys too... in the end everybody was high but still sober la. Not bad huh... ;) Weny & Emily came out with an evil plan to make wanshi & winnie drunk but their main target was still winnie!!! In the end winnie really got very drunk while although daniel tried to help wanshi... both of them still kena badly. Wahaha... see emily & daniel 'fight' over whether wanshi should drink so much is funny~!!! Lolx... make me laugh so badly that my stomach hurts. Emily never escape also lor.. she got drunk also. haha... she looks so silly & cutez when she gets drunk or do gers become like this when they are drunk??? But luckily Weny did not get drunk or else our pockets will be stuff with pebbles!!! Lolx. Weny & Emily got a small little cake from Cafe Cartel for Winnie and when we were singing birthday song... the ppl around us was staring like they have never seen ppl celebrate birthday before wor~! =p Just when the fun was really going to start at Dbl O, the gers decided to go pub crawling... duhzzz!!! When we were outside... we got to watch a free R(A) movie. Got violence and stuff de wor... haha. Bouncers arguing with bengs & lians then 2 groups of bengs & lians fight each other. Chase each other... Still got a guy kick, punch & push another ger wor~! Funz... winnie & emily wanted to join in the fun but we told them to be contented being the audience. After the show ended... the gers went to MW, Club III and called it a day back at MW... Haha... all of them were so exhausted maybe except Weny who could still act cute like a school ger carrying my bag~!!! Weny also had to take care of emily and winnie while wanshi had her sweetie daniel. In the end emily wanted to go home first while winnie did not... hence i left with emily first. Haha... emily wanted me help her buy chips but in the end dont want liao... such a fickled minded piggy. Wahaha... just glad that everybody enjoyed themselves and went home safely la.

Last night i came home wanting to sleep but couldn't... i hate this feeling wor. WHy... what have i done wrong to deserve all these? WHy can't i just sleep peacefully and live my life happily??? My whole body have been aching very badly ever since it started raining in the afternoon... fuck up! My knees and back hurt the most... most probably because i got injured playing soccer last time and did not allow it to heal before playing again. Rainy days and cold weather is scary nowadays... but my cold jokes are not that scary though!!! Success was once in front of me facing me everyday but now it has deserted me... leaving me when i wanted it the most. Maybe i got complacent... success really isn't a destination. It's just the start to another journey. What's so wrong with me that some people just wanna get me into trouble? What's their problem??? Why don't they just mind their own business and do their own thing??? Why??? At times i just wake up not wanting to go out to meet people to see the world because it just hurts too much... simply too much. I fell down and tried to pick myself up to continue the race but this world chose to push & kick me down again & again. They only wanted those who did not fall to continue the race... haiz. Money is not everything but it's a necessity to survive... you can't buy happiness with it but you may not be happy without it also.

Should I go for government education route... poly then uni or should i go for private education?? Haizzz... Had so much scary dreams and so little happy dreams recently. Dreamt that i was dead, roll down the stairs like a ball and took 1 whole bottle of sleeping pills!!! There was the sweet one of me & my dream ger taking a stroll happily hand in hand... as we stop half way she gave me a kiss and hugged me tight... =) If only... this world is so full of this!!! Nothing in this world is fair... so people please talking about fairness in front of me!!!

2004-03-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

sk is //moody//

Now Playing //Air Supply's All Out Of Love//

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too
But what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know doesn't really know

I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love
What am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you
Are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way
It gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone I'll be gone

I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love
What am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
Oh what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of

I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love
What am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

2004-03-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

sk is //nua//

Now Playing //Five For Fighting's Superman//

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream

It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It’s not easy to be me.

2004-03-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

sk is //bored//

Now Playing //Phil Collins' A Groovy Kind Of Love//

When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
When you're close to me, I can feel your heartbeat
I can hear you breathing near my ear
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love

Anytime you want to you can turn me into
Anything you want to, anytime at all
When I kiss your lips, ooh I start to shiver
Can't control the quivering inside

Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love,
ohhhh...

When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
When I'm in your arms, nothing seems to matter
My whole world could shatter, I don't care
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love, oh
We got a groovy kind of love

2004-03-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

sk is //sick//

Now Playing //Eric Clapton's If I Saw You In Heaven//

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Sianz... am sick again. Who ask me busy until forget eat medicine... end up my heart beat very fast machiam see a damn chio ger in front of me until nose bleed eyes drop out like that. Spent my whole night yesterday at TTSH Emergency Department cause i was breathless, giddy, vomit, whole body become like jelly. Sianz half... tot can watch champions league de. End up watching ppl at the hospital. =(

Long time no eat Mac's breakfast le... who ask them open so late. When i go to camp... they still sleeping. =( too bad for me... But today because of misfortune i got to eat my favourite hash brown and sausage mcmuffin with egg. =))))

Sianz leh.... i slept thru my day... waaasting time nia. I have been thinking and thinking and thinking non-stop.... Actually if i go into something not expecting anything then i would feel happier in the end huh no matter what's the outcome. Really miss school days wor... can slack & tok cock with frens. Play sports after school... sleep in class. Talk back to teachers... Lolz... i know i was very rude. Somemore can bio xiao mei mei... wahahaha. Those were the days..... hopefully someone can invent something to bring us to whatever time we wanna go to.

Studying... why do we need to study? Hmm... go to school to make frens enjoy our life lor!!! Gaining knowledge getting certs are just secondary.... don everybody agree that sec sch life is the best time of our life? Dunearn has undergone many changes le.... the students there now cannot be compared to our batch!!! haha.... our batch seems to be so happening, so many yandaos chiobus, arrrghhhhh miss those days la.

My communication skills sucks to the core... i am sacarstic and boring. Most of the time i understand what i'm trying to say but the other party is still clueless... whats wrong wor? Got feedback that i am lame, sacarstic, boring, etc etc. Haiz... i really don mean to be sacarstic but sometimes i really just say things without thinking too much simply because i am really tired of thinking too much & too far. Sometimes i am lame and quiet cause i have the thoughts in my mind but only 50% of it comes out thru my mouth and it becomes half the story nia.... so i guess must talk more to practice la. Anybody wanna be my guinea pig>? hahaha... Sometimes it's also because i m nervous with some ppl which is why i can totally become a mute and make the person bored to death. Haiz... lidat how to know gers lolz.... lolx as if anybody will want me hor.

I am just a simple boi with unfinish dreams......

~Dreams~ Can mine become a reality?

2004-03-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

sk is //moody//

Now Playing //Nelly Furtado's I'm Like A Bird//

Haven been to work since Saturday... hopefully I will be recharged enough to go back tomorrow~! Really tired wor... the past month have been working day in day out. Handling all the papers, documents, speeches, typing tonnes of rubbish. At the same time have to endure all the rubbish, ridiculous, irritating and needless office politics. Haiz... Some people cannot be trusted. Luckily I have learnt this the last few years... in front of you they are damn friendly and helpful but they will actually be stabbing you furiously from the back! I have been turning a blind eye to all these the past 1 month cause i feel the best way would be to stay out of these politics and turn a blind eye to backstabbing. Just as Staff Bunny had wrote in the friendster testimonial. All these politics are just simply bo liao and tiring. I would rather not be bothered and just live my own life.

Watched 'Scooby Doo 2' yesterday, quite interesting from start to end. Much better compared to 'The Eye 2' and 'Acacia'. Looking forward to a few movies which will be released soon... hopefully they will be as nice as they are make out to be.

All 3 robbers who had escaped to Pulau Tekong from Malaysia after a robbery has been caught since Saturday. Well done to SAF and SPF~! =) It was only a matter of time before the 3 would have been caught since they were practically surrounded the moment they landed on Tekong unless they had magical powers to break through all the security forces. There are people who says Singapore will not be able to fight in a real war... but let them be warned! Never ever challenge Singapore because it has many tricks in its bag which the world and Singaporeans may never get to see. It's a combination of weapons, manpower, location of Units, intelligence collection and many others.

The above incident make me recall 3 incidents i had encountered while on duty the past year. The first was when i was in Tekong, my buddies and I had just started our duty on a sleepy Sunday when a radio message came in that a small vessel was trying to enter the waters of the island. Everybody on duty was mobilized and live rounds was loaded into our weapons. The first warning message was sounded to the vessel to leave the area immediately and when it failed to do so, 1 warning shot was fired into the sky. It then left immediately but for the rest of the day we were still put on high alert. The second incident happened in Tuas which i feel is rather funny. A man just wanted to use the camp's toilet but instead he was detained by us and handed over to the police and prosecuted for trepassing. The third incident was that I detained a foreigner who tried to enter the camp using a security pass that had expired and which had another person's photo on it. Further action was taken against him but i do not know what... hmm still got a few other incidents but i lazy to type le. Heehee...

Anyway, we should carry on our usual life but at the same time we should be more vigilant and alert to happenings around us.

Btw... i am organizing a chalet from May 17-20(Mon-Thur) for Dunearn gathering and my belated birthday celebration. Everybody must turn up hor... or else no more friends, kekeke~! =p

2004-03-15T19:51:00.000+08:00

sk is //kuai lan//

Now Playing //Zhou Chuan Xiong's Huang Hun//

It seems to be the 'in' thing to use horror or ghost theme to sell a movie nowadays. Recently i watched 'Acacia' and 'The Eye 2'. Both claim to be scary to watch but in the end I almost fell asleep in the cinema!!! But luckily their storyline is still interesting enough to keep me 3/4 awake. =(

My grandma is sick with penoumia in TTSH... hmm she's already 89. But the sight of her suffering is really unbearable. The ward she's staying in has all the patients suffering from old age illnesses, all are suffering and fading away slowly. Birth, aging, illness, death are part and parcel of life. Sometimes I wonder why we live in the first place... this world is not that perfect. I hate it when I hear people talking about fairness because nothing in this world will ever be fair... so quit talking about fairness to me. What you put in may not be equivalent to what you get in return... so I guess it's only right when some people are at times selfish and only look after their own interests.

The NKF drama serial at 9pm on channel 8 is rather touching... illness can really strike anyone anywhere anytime. So we should really do what we always want to do and enjoy life to the fullest. Tell the ones you love how much they mean to you and not keep quiet about it. Follow your heart and do not think too much. We live just once or is it more than once??? Treasure your family and spend more quality time with them... i do not think anything else is more important!

Have been thinking whether i should re-take my O levels this year... thinking of taking commerce, principles of accounts and history??? Anybody got any suggestions or comments? Maybe after I finish NS le then i go take private diploma and degree... re-taking O levels is just to prove myself that the last one was only a nightmare. Everything the last few years seem to be a nightmare which i really wanna move on from.

Loving someone and not telling that person how you feel is really terrible. Seeing the person happy in life may feel good but honestly it hurts too especially when the person beside them is not you. Treasure your special one always and don let small little silly things ruin everything... it will be too late to salvage anything later.

2004-03-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

sk is //diaoz//

Now Playing //Phil Collins' Another Day In Paradise//

Extracted from an email... quite interesting to read. It's on the topic of procreation which has been hotly debated recently.

"Well, TalkingCock doesn't want to just criticize. It wants to contribute to
the debate, with our very own modest proposal on how to boost our population by encouraging teen pregnancy.

How it works is like this:
1. Teenagers between the ages of 16 and 20 are actually the ideal candidates for bearing children because:
a. hormones are at their most powderful during this period.Why let all those eggs and sperm go to waste?
b. they are comparatively 'eng' and can spare the time.(Especially undergrads.)
c. And face it: adults in their mid and late twenties are too busy fighting to establish a career to deal with a baby as well.
d. In all likelihood, your ancestors - maybe even your grandparents - did this. You think you too atas for your ancestors, is it? Boh tua boh suay! Clearly, this is a pro-Asian values policy.

2. We know some people will say, "But they must concentrate on their studies!" To which we reply:
a. Ye-es, but teenagers don't study round the clock.We all know that the other half of their time is spent trying to pak tor, so this would be a productive way of indulging their existing interests.
b. Besides, making babies would not take them more than ten minutes during the right time of each month. That is less time than they will take surfing pornography sites. They can even do it while chatting to their friends on their hands free sets, although they might find it difficult to SMS.
c. Also, at the age of 16-20, the prospective teen parents will themselves have parents who are roughly between 32 - 50 years of age,and are at the a more stable period of their careers, so they can spare some time.Further,fairly healthy grandparents may also be around.This means that potentially,the child-rearing burden can be shared between three generations.
d. Come on! Study what? Under Singapore's education system, do 10 year series, can oreddy!
e. And undergrads? Come on!

3. In fact, teens in the through-train programme don't have to do 'O' levels, so they might as well spend their time usefully.Some more,they're supposed to have superior genes,so all the more they should be made to contribute.

4. By the time teen parents finish tertiary education or enter the job market, their child would be ready for pre-school or even primary school,which will free them to concentrate more on their careers.

5. In fact, this scheme is great for making the best use of homosexual citizens. At this age, they'll be a bit more confused and curious,and will be open to heterosexual experimentation. So their eggs and sperm will not go to waste!

6. Also,we no longer have to worry about teens being exposed to pornography. Surfing porn websites could actually be considered life-skills research.

7. Similarly,the age for R(A) movies should be lowered to 16,and the NC-16
rating done away with altogether.The censors will have their work halved,and can devote their energies to more important issues than whether society will collapse because people can see nipples.

8. Incentives for teens to have kids:
a. Automatic scholarships and bursaries for higher and further education for teen parents. (Extra for through train students.)
b. If you're in school or any educational institution when you have a kid,you get childcare subsidies.
c. Girls are allowed two and a half years of paid maternity leave,to be taken any time between the ages of 16 and 21 following the birth of their child.The pay would be similar in scale to that of full-time national servicemen.In fact, these two and a half years can be considered girls' NS,or 'MS',for maternity service!This would also serve to ameliorate the resentment some men feel about their female counterparts getting the jump on them career-wise.
d. Boys will have to serve NS during this period. This way they can avoid feeling guilty about not sharing childcare duties like changing nappies,etc,because they can take comfort in the thought that they are also doing important national duties like running to distant trees,touching them and coming back.To serve as a further incentive,NSF fathers will be given more bookout leave.

9. Incentives for parents of teen parents:
a. Tax breaks if you have 3 grandchildren before the age of 40.This is fair, bearing in mind you're helping your kids shoulder the financial burden of your grandkids.
b. Statutorily-mandated extra month every year for Grandmaternity and Grandpaternity leave.

10. Naturally, all junior colleges, pre-university centres, ITE campuses,universities, etc, must be changed to provide the following:
a. adequate and heavily-subsidized childcare facilities.
b. Cubicles for students to perform their national duties.Fewer sick bays, more sex bays - for when they 'bay tah han'.
c. Compulsory biology and financial management classes.

11. Pre-primary, primary and secondary schools should all switch to full-day schools to keep students occupied for most of the day,while their parents can devote more time to work.They should also include sex education in the curriculum to prepare for the next generation of teen parents!

12. Shut POSBank down and re-purpose it. It's already duplicating DBS services,so why not make it the Population Optimisation Sperm Bank?Pay interest for contributions,and provide insemination loans!

13. Should teen parents have to get married?In our opinion,not really.Here's why:
a. The main aim is to boost the population, period.
b. Having kids between 16-20 means an alternative nuclear family with father or mother figures(in the form of grand or great-grandparents)is already available. However:
i. Either teen parent can have sole custody, if both parents consent.
ii. If the relationship cannot produce a consensus on custody,then the child will go to the family with the highest income.
iii. But the non-custodial family should retain regular visitation rights at all times,and will be asked to contribute either money or services to the child's upkeep.
c. The concern that teen parenthood may lead to a corresponding increase in the divorce rate is overstated. Nowadays, many married couples already have to live apart because of trans-global careers,so what's the big difference?Divorce is part and parcel of life,so deal with it.The main concern is the impact of divorce on the child.
i. But we can't shield a child from all kinds of emotional trauma anyway,so we just have to get used to it.
ii. Anyway, the child of divorcing teen parents may not suffer as greatly because:
1. Suppose,following the pattern of the 7 year itch,teen parents who have a child at,say,19,later divorce at 26.Since the primary caregivers would include not just parents, but also grandparents and even great-grandparents, the child's affections would be spread out. A break with one tier would produce less trauma because of the added buffer.
2. Also, should the teen parents divorce, these other tiers of caregivers, such as the grandparents, would already have spent a significant amount of time building a relationship with the child. At this time,the grandparents would be around 39 to over 47 in age, and would have settled into their careers, and would be able to provide the child with a relationship that is as supportive as any nuclear family we may recognize now.
3. Further, it may be good for the teen parents, who are now more mature, to
move on to more mature relationships, and who knows? They may produce more children!
d. People just have to get used to this system of what we call "modular parenting".
e. Singapore is already full of bastards, what's a few more?

14. In fact, why restrict teen pregnancy to just teens?
a. It is clear from court cases that male adults show a great interest in teenage females. Why not legitimize this practice by pairing off suitable male adults with teen brides? Don't waste resources!
b. The same principle can be applied in matching teen males with adult females, who can provide them more mature guidance in the art of love, not to mention the occasional free gift! A win-win situation.
c. Actually, we can also include foreign talent in this whole scheme. As long as the children become Singaporeans, who cares?
d. And if no one wants the children, look at the last point below:

15. If teens don't want to be burdened with children: never mind! The state can step in. The main thing is to get those babies. Here's how it can work:
a. Teens who can't cope with or don't want the children can drop them off at their nearest CDC (Child Deposit Centres) where either:
i. The children are paired off with willing families in the community; or
ii. The state can raise them with all the very finest propa.sorry, national
education it can muster, until they enter the work force!
b. Why shouldn't the Gahmen take care of the children? After all, it's the Gahmen who really wants them, and it's thanks to the Gahmen's "Two is Enough" campaign that our population problem is in such a big mess now.

Clearly, this is a radical, but workable system, which we have spent a lot of time at the local kopitiam (nearly two whole hours!) thinking up.It needs some refinement, of course, and probably some field testing, for which the staff of TalkingCock are ready, willing and eager to volunteer.

2004-02-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

sk is //Bored//

Now Playing //Utada Hikaru's First Love//

Qn: Why is fish cunning ?
Ans: cos yu pian mi fen (fish lie to bee hoon)

Qn: What animal falls down the most?
Ans: Fox, cos they jiao hua (cunning)

Qn: What animal is most skillful?
Ans: mouse (lao shu) cos shu shu you lian guo (uncle got training)

Qn: Xiao ming drinks milk to grow up, Da ming drinks what?
Ans: Da ming drink wine, cos Jiu Yang Da Ming

Qn: Which chinese host does not have centre parting?
Ans: wu zong xian (no centre line)

Qn: Why Zhou Jie Lun Cross the Street Kana fine by police?
Ans: Cos Jay Walking

Qn:Which emperor (huang di) is blind??
Ans: Kang xi (Can't see)

Qn: How does a fish laugh?
Ans: HE HE HE

Qn: How does a prawn laugh?
Ans: HEI HEI HEI

Qn: Which animal should you look for if you're unable to open a bottle cap?
Ans: peacock, cos kong que kai ping

Qn: Why baby don't need to brush teeth?
Ans: cos bei bi wu chi

Qn: Which button on your keyboard cannot sing?
Ans: F4

Qns: Xiao Hong, Xiao Bai, Xiao Hei, Xiao Lan, Xiao Huang, who cannot tahan roller-coasters?
Ans: Xiao Bai, cos always Xiao Bai Tu

Hmm Feb 29... a day which only occurs once every 4 years just like the World Cup~! =p Enjoy yourself everybody... exams are coming~! Chiong for it... hope these lame jokes cheer u all up~!

2004-02-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

sk is //excited//

Now Playing //Once In A Lifetime//

=) =) =) Happiz... went to the Asian Aerospace Exhibition today with Jess and the guys. Has been excited since yesterday le wor when i got the tixs. Our boss gave us the tixs and a day off to go enjoy ourself. Heehee... so nice.

I woke up late today and had to make everybody wait for me... haha. But luckily we could still catch the flight show, the highlight of the day~! Kaoz man... the traffic jam started from Loyang all the way to Changi Village where we were supposed to catch a shuttle bus to the show venue since no public vehicles were allowed entry. Met up with Staff Bunny our superior who is more like a brother... lolz. The entry point to the show venue is like a instant customs checkpoint wor... except that we do not need to show our passports. It's as if they are expecting some terrorists or what... sort of turn off to me. We were just in time for the start of the flight show~!!! Heng wor... the fighter planes all performed incredicbly and I took some pics but don't think it turn out well since the planes were all moving at such a fast speed!!! =( The stunts they did were simply breath-taking... there was one where one plane took a dive all the way to the sea before taking a sharp turn up just as it was about to touch the water!!! Another one was the plane flying within a small area and doing sudden sharp turns... fucking skilled!!! Another nice one was performed by the Japanese or India Air Force... about 10 planes flying in a tight formation each controlling its speed well to stay in line and at the same time releasing rainbow colour gas.

We move into the air-con area of the exhibition soon after as it was getting too hot le. Had to make a personal security pass before we could enter... the person at the counter actually gave me a pass with a muslim name!!! Luckily i checked or else i could have been detained and questioned. Would have spoil my day liao wor... had the pass changed to my name then went in quickly as everybody was waiting for me. Security is really tight with so many uniformed police, soldiers, bomb disposal unit, elite plainclothes police, Gurkha Guards, etc on duty ready to handle any emergency situation. Nothing really interesting inside... just parts of planes like engines, motor, etc etc.

Left soon after for home... so sianz. Nothing to see le... reach home still early but nothing to do. =( So it's sleeping time again... zzzZZzz

2004-02-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

sk is //tired & vvery tired//

Now Playing //Joan Jett's I Hate Myself For Loving You//

WhEw~! One week have pass just like that... Mentally and physically tired le wor. Hardly had time to blog the past 1 week. Been busy with work... then come home le only had time to play neopets and watch tv nia. Heehee... =p Did not even have time to go through the 300 emails sitting in my Inbox since December. So i guess i gonna bomb everybody's mail soon... =p

This week i was at a new office AGAIN~! Haha... this time round at least i have Daniel & Jess to keep me company... not so boring lor. But my office have got lots & lots of politics which i simply hate!!! The world shouldn't be like that mah right... but i am living in the real world. Sighzzzzz... =\ Everytime talk or do anything have to think & think & think again or else somebody might just stab me from the back... can't stand it. Bo chap la... can't be bothered with such people... i have my way of getting round them. Heehee... never judge a book by its cover and never ever under estimate someone. He may look harmless but when he bites it will be very painful... ;) If they push their luck too far... then they will find out who is behind me.

Monday to Friday have been a nice but tiring time for me wor... Have been able to sleep soundly although still get nightmares sometimes. But thank god that there is enough work to keep myself busy during the day... although physically and mentally tired but i am still pretty happy. Lolz... got Jess's laughter to brighten up everybody's day in the office! He is a damn funny joker... his laughter is enough to make people happy... got to know him from my time at Tuas. So it's nice to be working with him again... and there's Daniel, although we are in different office but still get to meet for a smoke or go eat & talk cock lor. So in short... i will hardly have time to be bored~! Thats good... =)

Today is Saturday... haiz why must we go back for work??? It's so bo liao... go back just for the sake of it. Nothing to do... just go for breakfast, read newspaper, surf net, play game then time to go home le. =( If only i could stay at home and sleep... heehee. Came home took my lunch then went straight to bed for my nap until dinner time le... Wahaha... Did not feel like going out mah. Also duno what i can do. So sianz wor... so sleeping is the best option~!

Going to sleep again after the soccer matches end... =( My glucose level is still pretty low with medication... any doctors out there can kindly advise me on what to do???

2004-02-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

sk is //:)//

Now Playing //Five For Fighting's Superman//

HaPpY VaLeNtInE's DaY~! Lucky for me... no work today~! :) The piggy sk slept till 1pm before taking his own sweet time to have lunch and laze around. Hmm... thinking whether i should go out today anot leh?? Actually wanted to laze around at home but in the end still went down to Orchard to get my mum's birthday gift. Had my lunch and scan through the day's newspaper before going online to study ball ball for tonight's FA cup matches. Took Fulham & Sunderland... hopefully they do well. Never going to bet on my MAN UTD liao le! Saw Huiqing online... and since she will be in Orchard early to wait for her bf... i asked her to accompany me go choose the birthday gift.

Done with ball ball... done with shower and changing... time to go orchard gai gai le~!!! Haha... Huiqing was 1 hour late... :\ omg... luckily i went to Paragon to find people first or else i am gonna be bored to death. Our first stop was Perlini's Silver... haha actually wanted to go see other shops first but settled for a necklace from PS in the end. =p Last year's gift was also from PS... a bracelet. Hopefully my mum likes this year's too~!

Suddenly somebody grab Huiqing from the back and I though what happened. Actually it was her cousin... lolz. Luckily i did not punch the person immediately wor... or else she become tarepanda for V day. Next stop was Takashimaya for Huiqing to get V day gifts for her friends... they having exchange on monday or something... so nice~. And did i mention... Huiqing bought a nice, elegant, powerful, chio, zheng dian & beautiful watch as a gift for her bf. I am jealous liao... wahaha. Walked over to Heeren next... the neoprint machines there are so crowded with couples and teenagers! Pathetic... V day = all the restaurants, cinemas, neoprint machines, gift shops, etc crowded and long queues of people!!! Everywhere i turn... i see people either holding a bunch of flowers or a heart shape balloon... lolz. Standard issue item for V day... cannot go out without either item. =p

After a while at Heeren, Huiqing went to meet her bf and i went to meet Melvin and Yongwen. Hmm... sianz wor. Actually wanted to have dinner at Swensens or something at Plaza Singapura but all of them were crowded with couples queuing up. In the end the 3 bachelors had to settle for Centrepoint Mac. So sad... having Mac for V day dinner... haha. Saw Kym Ng & Bryan from Channel U at Plaza Singapura shooting some programme. Kym looks even more cheerful in person and Bryan is damn fit about twice my size... kekeke.

Long time never go into the former Ridleys le... went to the now Induz3 after dinner to watch Man Utd play Man City. The new deco is fucking chio and nice but the place now looks smaller and the dance floor is only half the size of a standard living room. The crowd is not that big nowadays anyway... so i guess it doesn't really matter. Great place to chill out & meet up with friends for chat or wat. Recommended~!

Another day has pass... and my life is still the same. Haha... 'happy also 1 day, sad also 1 day.' Think i should choose the first option huh... Lolz more, haha more, keke more, hehe more & think positively everytime. This way my short short life will be much more fulfilling... 'The brain is a fucking powerful thingy' - sk

2004-02-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

sk is //sotong//

Now Playing //Eason's Shi Nian//

Today is Friday the 13th and tomorrow is February 14th... what a conincidence. Wow... time really flies. The weekend is here again... and i m racking my brains thinking of what i should do with my weekend? :(

Have been feeling giddy and nauseous the since Tuesday le... i thought i was pregnant but after a check up at my camp's medical centre today, finally found out the real reason. My blood sugar is damn fucking low... i wonder why~! The medical officer actually prepared a cup of milo and made me finish drinking it before allowing me to go off. Have to take 1 more type of pill before my meals le... so sianz. I eat medicine is like eating sweets. =p Any children out there want sweets? Kor kor got a lot here... Usually people is blood sugar too high but for me it's too low. What the fuck~! Really wonder what the hell is wrong with my body this past few years wor... hmm :(

Monday have a new posting again. Cb... fuck. What the hell are they doing... can't they make up their mind once and for all. But nvm lah... will have a few kakis at the new place. ;)

Sianz arh... wont be able to celebrate my birthday again this year. Last year it was spent in an exercise. Just been informed today that this year will be the same case... :( But my 21st birthday will be celebrated as a civilian... at least got some consolation. :) That's life... anyway my birthday every year have been spent alone anyway so it doesn't make much of a difference. It doesn't bother me much after all these years.

Sometimes... how i wish my ECT treatment at TTSH in December would just take away the things i don wish to remember. Why must it only be temporary... i felt so much better without the bad thingy. The headaches are back again le... why why why. What evil did i do to deserve all these...

When i was young, i remember telling my mum that i would rather remain single. But now it's not the case anymore. As i grow up, i seem to realise something is missing in my life. I am still waiting for that missing part of my life to appear... *sHrUgS* If i see an ending... i would rather not start. Maybe i shouln't look so far and just use my heart instead of the head.

Saturday is here... time for a movie. Hope Leon Lai & Wong Faye's movie is nice hor... There should be tonnes of couples in Orchard tomorrow. Hope every couple in the world stay happy and sweet forever~! :)

2004-02-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

sk is //human flu//

Now Playing //Theresa Teng's Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin//

Wow... i am another day closer to ORD... 373 days to go. Minus off the Saturdays, Sundays, Public Holidays, Leave, ORD off & etc... i will be very near!!! Haha...

Went swimming yesterday evening although when i woke up at 1pm i knew i was gonna get flu soon... understand my body too well le. They had this SAF-SAFRA sports carnival at CCK Stadium yesterday but i did not know about it. It looks so fun when i pass by... quite happening & fun. Too bad i miss the fun le... nvm lor since i had my own fun at the swimming pool. Went into the fun pool first with Fucheng where they have mini waves at regular intervals. All the people there loves it... really fun! You can just enjoy yourself being push around by the 'powerful' waves... before we left, we went to the spa pool to relax and talk cock. If only i could laze around like this every day. ;) Walked over to Limbang shopping centre cuz Fucheng says the western food at the food court there is damn delicious. I must agree with him... the chicken chop and roasted spare ribs is really mouth watering nice. Powerful~!!! You people should go try it... recommended~! Shall visit it again soon. As we were walking out... we saw a pasar malam at Yew Tee so went over to see see look look since it was still pretty early... only 8+pm. Wanted to buy a new nice casing for my Nokia 8210 and 7250i but the ones i wanted was rather expensive... can get it cheaper at our usual shop so did not buy anything. The pasar malam had the usual stuff like PC games, Playstation games, food, clothes, etc... so there isn't anything much to see and we left after less than 20 minutes. Fuck... my Birmingham could only draw when i expected them to win and my Chelsea could only win Charlton by 1 goal when i expected them to win by at least 2.

Went for my new posting today... so far so good today i would say. Only the AO there seems a bit weird... the rest of the people are pretty friendly and a bunch of jokers. Wahaha... Have to salute them!!! They can keep eating... wonderful. Haven't even start work in the morning then they went for an hour's teabreak and ate nasi lemak etc for breakfast. 2 hours later was lunch and 2 hours after lunch was another 1 hour tea break eating chicken rice etc. In between they were eating tibits... haha. Think i gonna get fat again like when i was at Tuas.

Had human flu since yesterday... just as i had expected. My nose is still blocked and the whole body is aching badly. Got slight fever and cough... take medicine liao although better but the feeling is still very nua. So sianz~! Last night i dreamt that i will not live past 21... haha hopefully this is just rubbish. Time to orh orh liaoz... nitezZzzzzzzz

2004-02-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

sk is //normal//

Now Playing //Zhang Zhi Cheng's Huan Ri Xian//

Yesterday was my last day at STTS... the feeling i do not know how to describe it but i just feel sad to leave for my new posting when Monday comes. Although i feel damn bored with nothing to do at STTS but my superiors are all pretty nice people who are understanding. What to do... when a new posting comes then i will have to move on. No choice~! Must suck thumb~! Staff Francis & Warrant Kumar are the nicest there... always help us cover up stuffs which i shall not say here. Haha =p The 2 of them are also jokers... always talking rot and joking with us. There is definitely no ceiling between the 2 of them & us NSF... this made working there much much easier. Staff Francis gave me and my friend the whole weekend off although some fuckers wanted us to go back in the morning today to do some stuff. Staff Francis just gek siao and pretended he know nothing and told us to enjoy our weekend! Haha... BEST~!!!

Woke up this morning and thought of chicken rice! So i went down to Sunshine Place to get drumstick chicken rice for my lunch... YuMz~! After lunch i took a shower then went down to Bugis with my mum. First stop was the 'Guan Yin' Temple and then OG Bugis. Bought an extra large milk bottle which is rather cute... there are little packets of mashmellows inside. Can finish eating the goodies then use the cutie bottle as a piggy bank or as Doraemon's milk bottle~! Lolz =p

Me and my mum then proceeded to Lot 1 KFC to grab some things to eat because tonight must wait for my sister to come home before starting the steamboat dinner. Had a 3-piece chicken meal as snack... the crispy spicy chicken at KFC is simply the BEST!!! 3 pieces are not enough for me... :( Nvm, shall reserve some space for the prawns tonight.

My sister was already at home when my mum and i reached home. Earlier than we expected... *gRoAnS*. If i had known this... wouldn't have eaten the 3-piece meal. Got all the thingy ready then started steamboat dinner liaoz. YuMmPy... Fried spicy big prawns with the usual steamboat stuffs. Sat at the table for 2 hours plus before i declared my stomach as FULL house. Still miss the delicious seafood i ate recently although i should not be eating them~! ;) But what the heck... just eat lah. Wont so easily kena anything de... at the most my skin will get itchy... haha. Take medicine and apply cream will solve the problem le... the main thing is to enjoy my seafood~!~!~!

Hopefully Everton and Wolverhampton will draw & win later in the night... :) A long long time since i last watch live EPL action at home le... so tonight i shall not go anywhere except home. Heehee...

2004-02-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

sk is //peaceful//

Now Playing //Liang Jing Ru's Wei Wo Hao//

Another day is gonna pass again soon... YaWns~ Yesterday went to get a new medicine which can help me sleep yet does not give me any side effects. Pretty good... Had a really good sleep :) When i can't get to sleep or have nightmares & wakie frequently in the night... i will feel extremely irritated and my temper will get really bad in the day time. A bit like Andy Lau in 'Infernal Affairs' huh...

Went for a jog from my house to Lot 1 and back yesterday evening... whew~ panting like a dog wor. Long time i really exercise le... the feeling is great! Think i should do this more often. Used to play soccer for minimum 3 hours last time but nowadays my exercise time is very very limited. :( After the jog... i did weights training to make myself more tired... and i really got tired after 15 minutes... heehee. Lousy me... a sign of ageing i guess.

After all the exercises i did... i had a really nice wonderful reunion dinner to celebrate the last day of CNY 1 day in advance! My mum went to the market in the morning to get my favourite PRAWNS after i show her a disapppointed face on Tuesday when i found out there wont be any for the dinner. Ate for 2 whole hours and managed to build up a prawns empire on the table. =p Went over to Teck Whye to get another of my favourite... SALMON FISH after the dinner. This is for my own consumption since no one else in the family dares to eat it. Kekeke... Just done with it and i am sitting down here with an extra large size extra full tummy blogging away. Think it's gonna explode any time soon... people please move 10,000 km away from sk.

Duno how i managed to spend my time so quickly today... did not do anything much in camp too! Anyway, got my new posting. Shall be reporting there on Monday... hopefully it's a nice place to work in~!!! :) 1 more year to ORD!!! Pink IC here i come le!!!

Last night when i tuck myself nicely into bed... i thought about a lot of things before drifting to dreamland without realising it. When i woke up this morning... the thoughts were still there but thankfully by lunch time it was gone. Thank God~! My conclusion is that the human brain is a very powerful object. Anybody disagrees with sk?

Time for sk to go to bed with xiao ding dang le... Alaves and Lazio you two better perform tonight!!! Sweetie dreams everybody out there... hope you all have an extremely nice weekend ahead!!! :)

2004-02-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

sk is //tired//

Now Playing //Tao Ze's Ji Mo De Ji Jie//

***Four People U Will Meet In Life***

Life is the process of finding love, every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is yourself,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth, is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels; Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who love you most;
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most, doesn't love you; The one who love you most, is never the one you love most; And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you; But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really
don't love you anymore;
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't; Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.
When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him, if you also don't love him anymore, don't ever not let him leave just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.
If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him, And if you don't love him, what rights do you
have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive, If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin. But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him become a permanent memory in your life. If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is;
Love him for his good points, and the bad, You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.
If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you;
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end;
Being away from each other is a type of test, If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate. When two people are in love,They love to ask
each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?
Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.
These swears and promises are useless;

Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall, the ocean will never dry, Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises, don't make promises that you cannot keep; Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.

Remember, Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another; The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.

???Which person have you found so far???
???In the world so big, which person have you found???
???And who has found you???

2004-02-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

sk is //stabbed//

Now Playing //Karen Mok's Ta Bu Ai Wo//

I am on MC today AGAIN~! So sianz... This month got so many public holidays le but i also duno why... Just feel so bored and down. My MCs also because of the medicine i am taking. Take the medicine at night le after about 20 minutes... my head will start spinning... just like getting drunk. I would say even more 'high' than taking alcohol. In the morning when i wake up till about noon... my head will still be spinning... i simply cannot sit up properly or walk straight. Told the doctor this but he still insist that i continue with the medicine. It really helps me sleep well but i still need to report to camp in the morning. Hmm... what have i done to deserve all these shit??? When will they end??? The feeling inside me is really terrible... now i understand what does sad & down really means. No words can describe it... the 'heart' the 'soul' is literally being torn apart.

Sunday i woke up rather late at about 3pm... laze around till 5 before going to Jurong Point with my mum for dinner. A long time since i last went there. Grew up there... so sort of miss the place. Haha... Quite a few nice shops to gai gai there. The food at the food-court buey pai also... pig organs soup, hand-made noodles, curry chix, durian mt-fuji, big prawn noodles, etc. Bought a new book to read... some motivational stuff. Gonna start on it soon... just to keep myself more occupied. Went to Harvey Norman to look at their digital cam & web cam... but rather expensive & doesn't match my budget. Anyone got lobang for digital cam or web cam?

Monday was the same story... woke up in the late afternoon and rot all the way till night. Just don feel like going out or doing anything or meeting anyone. One more week to pay-day. Yipee... :) wont be liong le. My mum's birthday is coming soon... any suggestions on what i can get for her? Actually... the 9pm drama serial on channel 8 is damn nice. Recommended by sk~! Watching it every night... at least now i have something to look forward to everyday.

I always read that i should love with my heart and not my head... what does it mean??? So sianz... sometimes i think i am crazy & fucking bo liao. Why??? I also duno... haha... maybe i am almost bored to death liao le. Anybody wanna go sentosa suntan together soon? Think i should go out & enjoy the sun, sand & sea more. Maybe i should also start some part-time studies soon also... and exercise every evening. Then very soon my ORD day will be here... and i would finally be able to move on leaving all the bad memories behind to decompose.

2004-01-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

sk is //dead//

Now Playing //Liang Jing Ru's Yong Qi//

Haiz... another boring day! Drag myself to camp in the morning then float around till 10.30 come home le. :( My life is so meaningless...

Reach home around noon and immediately laze around in front of the computer waiting for my mum to come back from the market with lunch. Haha... the computer is my best friend. Always there for me! =p Continued surfing till late afternoon then started preparing myself to go orchard gai gai.

Aiyoh... the mrt & buses seems to be getting more packed every day. Wow the people are in town early to wait for the Chingay Parade to start... wanted to watch too but when i came out from paragon at 7+... i could only see the butts of the crowd!

Went for supper with fucheng then rush home to watch EPL... shitty Leeds... Disappoint me again! Another day of my life gone with the wind... sometimes i wonder what am i doing in this world??? I know how to encourage ppl, console ppl, motivate ppl but can't even encourage myself! :~( I don feel like waking up every morning... and i can't sleep at night even with sleeping pills. What should i do... feel so tired. I am really tired... tired of trying... tired of waiting... tired of failing... tired of being ignored... tired of living... tired of nobody understanding me... tired of being alone... tired really really tired.

The past 3 years plus have been the toughest part of my life so far... hopefully i can come out of it stronger than before. When a person has reach the lowest point of his life... the only direction to go is UP! I WILL SURVIVE!!!

2004-01-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

sk is //sad//

Now Playing //Beyond's Love//

Finally done with my bloggie renovation. Whew~... too chim for this computer nerd here le. But i found the process very fun & interesting... haha... i am just like a small boy always fascinated by new things.

Today on MC because last night i could not sleep again. Haiz... what should i do??? Been having a bad bad headache ever since i woke up... is there something wrong somewhere? Should i go for ECT again??? What should I do??? Already taking six types of medicine daily and still back to square 1... haiz :(

Planning to study biz management at MDIS... but the $ will be high. Scare i will not be able to cope with the extra load too. Guess i should just chiong for it... should not worry so much think so much. I am mentally & physically strong... i just should not think so much think so far. Sort of miss the days of studying plus the rotting the last few years has make me very sianz. Also dun know what happen to me after O levels. Have been rotting in "University of Society" for the past 3 years plus after my O levels... but i can't say it has been wasted. Saw, learnt & experienced damn lot of stuffs which i will never learn in school. Let's look forward and not backward. Hope i can sign on as senior police officer when i am 24. :)

Miss my dad a lot... dote on me a lot when he was around. Has been 8 long years liao but the feeling is still so bad. Pretty much alone the past 8 years... happy times sad times have been spent alone. Met a nice ger, 'S', when i was 15... knew 'S' for 5years plus le... the only person who can brighten up my day with a simple gesture(eg: sms). Wonder why I have never seen 'S' in school before sec 3??? I guess fate wants me to be alone for some more time bah... you can love someone but it takes two hands to clap. For now i am happy when 'S' is happy... feel so bad when i can't even cheer 'S' up when she's sad. haiz... Only had 1 single gf during this time but i guess my ex, angie, is right... my heart is still wif 'S'. Feels sad when i miss 'S' and can't tell her how i feel... can only put on a smiling cheerful mask. :)

Time for me to go watch tv and play neopets liao. Have a nice weekend people~! :)

2004-01-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

sk is //neutral//

Now Playing // Tsai Chin's Forgotten Moments//

Hmm... Woke up rather late today. Haben been sleeping well for the past one week plus... back to square 1 again. haiz :( Head have been spinning when i wake up the past few days... the nightmares are back to haunt me again. Fuck...

Saw Dr Wong at cck polyclinic and took the day off... came back read today's newspaper and watched Infernal Affairs II. Very nice movie which i have watch thousand,million,billion of times. Think it's becuz i can relate to some of the characters. "What goes around will come around."

Time really flies... the long long CNY holidays are over le. Did the usual stuffs this year... but on the third day went to bai nian with Wen,Winnie,Emily,Huiqing,Waitat and Wanshi joined us later in the evening. Wow... raining non-stop for 2nd & 3rd day. Good omen for Singapore. Started our 'tour' at Winnie's place before heading to Waitat's. Had a great time gambling at Winnie and Waitat's place. After which we went to NTUC BP Plaza to buy some yu sheng. Had dinner at my place and we had a good time when we lao yu sheng. Quite a bit of yu sheng landed on my hands though... haha does that mean i will have lots of good luck in the year of the monkey? =p Proceeded to Liling's place to meet zhaoting & bf... Winnie,Liling,Zhaoting and bf played mahjong while the rest of us continued our game of 'In Between","Ban Luck","Dai Dee". At the same time we were watching Arsenal play Middlesbrough in the FA Cup 4th Round game... pretty exciting match~! Last stop was Wen's place... haha her dad is super funny guy. Lots of things to make all of us laugh non-stop... Wen's classmate Elvin and a friend joined us at her place. Continued our gambling and talking nonsense. Luck not bad lahz... earn a bit. First time i visited Wen's place after so many years... hmm nice deco. Especially the hongbao designed $ sign. Lolz... =p Something else captured my attention though... the medical clinic smell in the computer room. =p The "pochi" pills sweets in a small little cutie firecracker tastes nice just like M&Ms.

Woke up at 3pm on sunday before going to Guan Yin Temple in Bugis with my mum. At the temple, i 'qiu qian' for 2 things and both gave good answers... hopefully it will be true. My life have always been predicted to be good but i also dunno why my life seems to be in a mess. Went over to OG Bugis and accompany my mum shopping before stopping to watch a lion dance performance. Have always been fascinated by lion dances since young... really really fascinating. Met Wanshi,Ah Fat and their mum as I was on the way to take 67 home. Chatted for a while then continue on my way home.

Think i shall relax and rest for this year other than re-taking my O levels. ORD next year february le then go study for my diploma and degree while working. Really need to do some things to keep myself occupied and not think about her every second.

Wen is finally together with Bryan le... Joey,Hanchong and now it's Bryan. Wish her good luck and hope both of them will be happy together~!

Playing my neopets,listening to songs,parking & waiting in irc, surfing net and checking mail right now... gonna sleep soon. Hopefully i can sleep easily tonight and have a good good sleep with sweet dreams instead of nightmares. Maybe i really should not think and worry so much about things. Some things are really beyond my control... What is mine will be mine one day so let's leave it to fate. It really takes 2 hands to clap and a relationship really needs both parties to make it work.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone~! Gong Xi Fa Cai~! Xin Xiang Shi Cheng~! Wan Shi Ru Yi~! Nian Nian You Yu~! Hope everybody fa da cai in the year of monkey~~~!!! :) Take care everyone.